Not that I have someone who can help me. But because I have someone to share light with. Jokes are cracked. Secrets are spilled out. Well, I could not actually resist those pleas I used to hear whenever they beg me to tell them my secrets. I give in too easy.
I remember that very first moment when I got to talk to you two. I was overwhelmed. I could not believe I was approached by people I hardly give attention to. You were mysterious. And she was silent. So silent that she left me with no words to say. Until I got to know you better. I crack jokes to you. You laugh with me. You exchange jokes with me, too. Then we were comfortable with one another.
July 17. I was surprised when you talked to me. Your smile is the sweetest. Your voice is angelic. You are a sunflower. You asked me if you could come with us. Then I smiled and gave you "YES".
We were all together. Almost everyday. We do not text one another that much, but we talk to one another almost everyday. We shared secrets. We cried our hearts out. We laid our burden. We grew happiness.
HAPPINESS. The word I will never forget. I heard it from you. I felt it because of you.
We shared things in common. And even if we live far apart from one another, our hearts are forever banded. We promised to be together. Forever. I am looking forward to drinking with you in starbucks few years from now. Mira and B might not know, but I told Claud that very secret. And yes, I still hope it would happen. I'm loving you forever. I still love you this very moment. I loved you. And I know I will still love you tomorrow. And I do not want to fall out of love. Falling out of love is a choice so I won't take the love back. :)
I felt a sudden longing. I felt a sudden loneliness. I felt a sudden want to be with you again. I hope you are all well. I will have to see you very soon. I hope..
With love, Monique♥
